It is good to be nice to others they say
Treat others how you want to be treated they say
When life throws you lemons make lemonade they say…
And people tend to say a lot of shit that they do not mean.
The only special girl in your world, ha.
I laugh at the thought of you running off with a stranger.
Leaving me behind with no consideration for what damage you would cause to my heart.
Find a man like your father he says.
A man who can go two weeks without telling you that he loves you and hopes that you’re okay.
And yeah I know, people tend to do a lot of shit that they do not mean to do.
I have no favorites she says
I love all of my children equally she says.
Except me right?
I don’t want to be your mother she yelled.
Months before packing my things and putting me out.
And then she says, I just can’t trust that you won’t do the same things that you’ve done in the past.
You are beautiful you say
Over and over again
And strong too.
But what is on the outside does not show what is on the inside.
And sometimes I wish they would say what I wanted to hear.
But that seems to be the only time that they say nothing.